tonight

vivid memories flash past,
the raindrops dripping down the roof
all i can think of
this rainy night
is you..

you are not the you i recognised before
but i'm okay with that
you have changed
i have changed
both for the better good
but still
i hope
i will mean something, more than just good friends to you one day
my ultimate goal
every pair of lovers ultimate goal
thats what i'm thinking of right now
i actually bought you chatime while i din drink
i actually ran in the rain back to school just to find you
i actually, really, seriously, love you
hopefully one day you'll see this
not now, but one day
maybe when i hold ur heart close to mine
then u will know
my part of story
together, ur part and mine
shall create a wonderful memory to cherish
till we both die :)
regardless of whether we get together in the end, or not
sighs,
the stupid guy

hi my blog!

so its been ages since i used my blog....
IMY blog!
 haha sorry la dun be angry at me la..
 today, i'm going to release my emotions here *again*
well in continuation to my previous break-up post, i hereby announce: I AM A STUPID PERSON THAT DOES NOT APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE!
i was the happiest man i ever could be but i chose to break up with u hurt ur feelings...
what kind of guy i am i really don't know
i broke my promises
i shattered your heart
i really dun know what i was doing
i'm clear in the mind right now
i really want you back
i know, its foolish my attempts are futile but i want to try
even if i have to risk my life
even if i have to risk my sleep
even if i have to risk my social life
even if i have to sacrifice my time
even if i have to sacrifice my energy
even if i have to sacrifice my happiness
I WILL DO IT

cos you're my everything..
you were the only girl i really ever held dearly to my heart,
the only one who i missed till i cried :')
the only one i ever gave a rose to
the only one i ever got a music box,cup, and many beautiful memories from :')
the only one who ever touched my heart
the only one whose smell made me feel comfortable with(even though when sweating)
the only one...i will love, with the whole of my heart.

just called you just now, and you told me u wanted to sleep wake up early to study
well, all i can say is, gambatte for ur coming exam la my dearest!
P.S remember, my calculator will bring u luck ;) i will be by ur side, all the way
till the end of time,
the end of earth

lets hope my carcinogenic tar shampoo doesn't cause cancer to me...
 i'm scared.. but as long as this shampoo will cure my psoriasis
improve my image in front of you, i dun mind using it everyday, even if it spells danger;)
I LOVE YOU
i'll be thinking of you tonight ^^

we broke up. peacefully

so we broke up alright u dun seem too sad so wish u good luck in the future

concert!!!!

awwwwwwwwwwww you're performing tonight.... if not for spm i sure go de.... jia you!!!! mmmmuuuuacccckkkkss!!!!

SPM!!!!

woohoo 5 days/subject over!!! 5 subject more!!!

IMY

HUH
someone go to school early AGAIN
skip piano class
and then i cant on9 chat with her somemore
YORRRRRR
siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
I miss you niaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
;)
my study plan is ruined
SPM dun know how la...
these days keep thinking about the future
keep thinking how i'm gonna get to become a doctor
the hardships
whether my hectic lifestyle will affect us
argh
a bit too much to take lo
i wanna be a teenager forever la...
study forever
but its not possible
and the good thing is...
(i love the song Marriage D'amour) xD
lalalalala
mixed feelings...
growing up has its downsides and benefits
but we cant stop it
so ACCEPT it
just like how we accept sejarah as a subject in school =.=
LASTLY,
IMY TWY!!!!!!!! <3
P.S lately i got addicted to bubbletea, thanks to the uncle in comic town
Belanja u next time? xD
Lots and lots and tonnes of love,
erhuzai

revive my blog

omg its almost spm here and i feel like blogging suddenly
i read through ur plurks, blog posts,and stuff
i realised how ignorant i was
sorry dear, i realise how stupid i am all these times
but i hope u will forgive me,
like how u always did.
i hope u and i will keep our promises till the very end
maybe u prefer to rely on fate now
but i am still as hard-headed about this
CAUSE I'M SERIOUS!!
hope i can be lucky enough to be that first guy that tastes ur french dessert
no matter how it tastes, it will always be nice
just like how i would say to ur fried rice, egg omelette....
every dish cooked out of love
awwww....
looking back at us last time,
i would say, I REALLY MISSED HOW U MISS ME LAsT TIME
blame me, throw tanthrums at me
i dun care
but please love me the way u did
as i always have...
maybe u din feel it
but never for one second i have stopped loving u...
i dun know what is happening inside ur brain,
maybe its best that i dun know, but i really wanna know
cos I CARE
hopefully the vow goes on..
ever wondered why i always like stick to you and kinda not give u freedom?
well, the answer is: i'm graduating in 3 days! how many more days can i see u often?
i'm glad now u are kind of stronger emotionally
but u need to take care of ur body too
MEME!
ILY FOREVER AND EVER!
also thanks to jiavei about reminding me about my blog and ur blog
hopefully that feel comes back
the fresh, rejuvenating feel...of love...